Well, it’s Wednesday. I’m sitting on the couch, supposed to be in a staff meeting (remotely), listening to my boss & co-workers drone on and on about bullshit I don’t care about! I am the reverse dream employee, believe me!!
I just did a meditation this morning on creativity…do I need more creativity? I need more time to express my creativity. If I visualize more time, will I visualize my way right out of a job? I’m such a magical thinker, I’d love to be without a job, I’d love the time, yet my rational brain is trying to call me back to reality, saying, “Uh, hello? You can’t LIVE without a job!” I know this is SSDD (Same Shit Different Day) but I can’t really get my head around what my solution is.
I need somebody to take care of me, but there’s nobody! It’s just me, me or me! Dammit! I don’t want the job!!!! Does anybody ever go through this???? Am I just a spoiled brat and a whining baby? Probably….Have a happy day everybody!