Well I hate to add something to a post when I think it’s “done” but I forgot something pretty significant! The doctor told me that I need to kick the marijuana habit!!!!!!!!!! Oh Lordy-Jeezy this is gonna be a hard one. The reason is, he says the Wellbutrin is a big honkin’ dose of depression for me, and then he said adding the marijuana, which is so much more powerful than it used to be, especially here in Colorado where it’s legal and they’ve refined it and got it down to a science, is like adding a second dose of depression to my brain. FUCK!!! I have been using the Sativa strains (Sativa=speed, revs you up) to help with my ADD symptoms during the day with mixed results, but sometimes it really helps with my focus and I can totally kick ass. I also use Sativa when I exercise and walk for miles & miles. At other times it just spaces me the fuck out. At night I use Indica (knocks you the fuck out, what you usually think of a stoner, sinking into the couch) as a kind of reward for getting through the day and it helps me sleep. I know at this point it’s really no different than being an alcoholic and drinking yourself into oblivion, I am stoning into oblivion, except there’s no hangover. This is going to be really, really hard to kick. Oh fucking twelve-step programs, I don’t want you!!!!!!!!!!! I might need one. Fuck!!!!! Yes people I tell you all truth. Ok I’m off to start my day and mull this over. Peach out, homies!