I went in for that sixteenth treatment and I told my psychiatrist how crappy I’m feeling (should I be hospitalized? I don’t know). I am feeling weird in ways I’ve never felt before. I’m feeling all kinds of things I’ve never felt before. None of them good. My psychiatrist proceeded to give me another treatment, then go consult with my mom and my sister on whether or not he should hospitalize me. Ultimately he decided not to do it. He sent me home with Mom. I really hate having to stay with my parents. I hate the loss of independence I am experiencing due to ECT. I hope that I start to reap the rewards of this treatment soon.