I Think There’s No Treatment Today

There’s mixed emotions saying there’s no treatment today.  I haven’t verified that there’s not a treatment today but I “think” the treatment is cancelled.  My sister is cancelling it.  My family has noticed that I am not functioning on all cylinders lately, I have really been negatively affected by the ECT.  It has really affected me cognitively.  Walking around my house, I have a hard time finding things.  I don’t know where things go.  I don’t know where things are found.  I have a hard time with spelling.  I am very, VERY worried about going back to work – how am I going to do it?  How am I going to function?  Yes.  Very many minuses.  Now you know I have a terrible crush on my doctor.   TERRIBLE!!!   Oh!  I love him!!!!!!   So no treatment means I don’t get to see my doctor!    Jesus don’t let my family be reading these blog posts!!!   I will really miss my doctor.   If I don’t have a treatment today, I won’t have one for a long time.  So I won’t see my precious doctor for a long time.   This is a sacrifice.   Why do I have to love him?  Why why why????

UPDATE:  Treatment cancelled.  Oh I will miss my dear doctor!!  Sadness sadness.  It’s probably a good thing he doesn’t know how I feel about him.

 

Double Update:  I am seeing a new therapist tomorrow.  Woo!  Scary.  Soul-baring time, goodie.

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