Well I’m not having any more ECT, but I really love Dr. Sweetie, so I did the unthinkable and ridiculous. I called and asked him to be my regular psychiatrist. I had to leave him a message. He’s probably going to throw up a little in his mouth when he gets my message. I used my sweetest voice. Well god damn it I can ask, can’t I? What’s the worst that can happen? When he calls me back to say No I’m going to cry. Hey, he’s a psychiatrist, that’s part of the job to deal with mentally unbalanced people. I’m sure I’m not the first client to love him, and I won’t be the last. It’s a treacherous field to work in. Poor guy. Don’t be so hunky, Dr. Sweetie!
Well it’s time for me to go do my Lumosity training, after that I need to find something to do today. My sister bought me a book called The Bliss List, it’s all about doing what you love for work. I’m going to work on that today. I stopped reading yesterday at the point where you had to make a list of something. At the point where it called for action. I will do it today.
I’ll be back with an update once I hear from Dr. Sweetie, be ready for tears. Until then, ta-ta…
Update: Heard back from Dr. Sweetie, no surprises, just a very kind “No”. Looks like I need to get over my crush. Oh POOP is all I have to say right now.
Another Update: I am feeling very rejected. Very sad. Yeah I know I set myself up for this. I KNEW what the answer was going to be. He said he’s just an ECT Doctor and I KNEW that but I just didn’t want to let go of him but I am still feeling sad and rejected. I need to get a life don’t I? Yes I do.