Well I am back to having ECT after a longggggg fucking delay. My last treatment was October 27 and I should have had a maintenance treatment a month later, but it took this long to get all my ducks in a row. What a cluster!!
They wanted me to come back this Thursday (two days later!) for another treatment but I said FUCK NO!! My parents are here visiting and I miss a whole day when I have a treatment. I’m down for the count after having a treatment, having to stay in bed and rest afterwards. I will think about having another treatment next week.
I do feel better, less dark-mooded, so I think the zap did me good. I’m taking my Mom & Dad to Tarpon Springs today, it’s supposed to be pretty cool, they harvest sponges from the ocean there. I think that will be cool to see.
I’m trying to just repeat positive affirmations and say the Unity prayer (The light of God surrounds us, the love of God enfolds us, the power of God protects us, the presence of God washes over us, wherever we are, God is, and all is well). It feels like a powerful affirmation to me.
Let’s hear it for getting back to functioning! Yeah!!!
P.S. – Here is a pic from the Suncoast Seabird Sanctuary, it was a dreamland for bird lovers like me 🙂