Feel The Fear And Do It Anyway!

Well my fellow Bipolareans, it’s that time.  Put up or shut up.  I’ve been studying for this computer security test for two months now.  I’ve shown myself that I can be wayyyyy more diligent than I ever thought I could be at this point in my life.  I have seen a side of myself that I didn’t know was there – an ability to study and learn and be consistent and intense!  WHO IS THIS PERSON AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH BIPOLAR ON FIRE?!?!  The journey has been trying, but it has also been a joy.  The journey has shown me that I can rise above my label and rise above my illness.  Alas, I have to tell you the truth, I am scared shitless to take this test next week.  I believe I am ready, but what if I fail?  How will I deal with it?  What will I do?  I’m so scared to report back.  But, this blog is a place for me to be real, and I’m REAL SCARED!!  I have six days of final preparation . . . and then I will take this test that is kind of a big deal for me career-wise . . . it could really help me advance and break through my own glass ceiling.  I’ll be nose to the grindstone for the next six days . . . wish me luck!  Hope you are all well and happy or at least o.k.!

11 thoughts on “Feel The Fear And Do It Anyway!

  1. I bet you’ll kick that test’s ass!!! You’re studying so hard and you want it – that’s going to get you there. I know it! So proud of you!!!!!!!!!! XoXo

  2. everything they said and some…and… if you fail the test you fail the test.. ? you really have survived worse…and you know your stuff…and you would still be a fucking genius #awesome :))) whatever … do your best to forget the fear….you;re at your best when you;re relaxed xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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