Happy Mother’s Day!

A day early, I know.  I just finished making not one, not two but three quiches for tomorrow’s Mother’s Day celebration because we’re going to have FIFTEEN PEOPLE at my sister’s house!  Oh lawdy help me please!!  How am I going to people with all the people???  This is the hazard of belonging to a big family.  I know I shouldn’t bitch.  It’s a privilege, blah blah blah.  Well I’m all out of spoons from all this cooking, I deserve a cookie!  Oh wait!  Dammit I quit sugar!  Bipolar On Fire getting tooooo fat!  I’ve been eating like it’s a hobby and like sugar is good for me.  Now my clothes are not fitting and I’m very uncomfortable.  And I HATE dieting!!!  I don’t know what to tell myself…I’m not going to buy bigger clothes!!  And I’m trying not to die before my parents!  Ah well.

So I got my third and final “fuck you” from Social Security Disability yesterday…no big surprise there but it still threw me into a bit of a panic.  Somehow I thought there was a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow but it turns out that I’m just like everybody else and I have to work for a living.  Damn it all!!  I don’t know how I’m going to do it with this cantankerous personality and labile mood.  But if Social Security says I can work, then I have to work!  Just one more test to pass, it will be a miracle if I get this Certified Ethical Hacker certification.  Then it’s off to the job hunt.  I’m giving myself until the end of the month.

Well that’s all from Bipolar On Fire Land, how are things in your world?  Peace!  And peach out!

6 thoughts on “Happy Mother’s Day!

  1. “I’ve been eating like it’s a hobby” – lolololol! You’ll be ok working. Give yourself a couple of months to really settle into a routine. Allow yourself during that time to rest a lot after work and on weekends until you build up stamina and tolerance to the demands. Ugh, holidays and people….glad I’m a recluse. Good luck 😉

  2. I’m finally hauling my ass over here!
    Girl, I LOVE quiche!!!! I used to make them often – it was easy and the end result was so good, and put in all kinds of yummies: bacon, spinach, gruyere, cheddar, jack, ham , doobies (just kidding!) I’m sure there are many cannabis quiches around here now.

    YUM! I want one NOOOOWWWW!

    I hope you had a nice celebration – that’s a lot of family folks in one place. That was very thoughtful of you to make those quiches.

    Re: Certified Ethical Hacker certification
    YOU WILL GET IT!!!!
    You are, after all, DR. FIRE! You have an M.D.
    (Manic depression)
    Seriously? You’re super-smart. You’ll get it.

    Good luck with the giving up sugar. I did it for a while and I wish I kept it up……it’s SO damn addictive!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I went off sugar cold-turkey I had withdrawal for about a week and then I felt a lot better. I’m proud of you for doing it!

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