Shit Is Getting Serious!

Well, fuck!  Guess what?  I STILL haven’t started this fucking job!!!!!  These fuckers are going to drive me to drink!!!  Why I say WHY did they lead me to believe that I would start right after LABOR DAY and here it is many weeks later and I still haven’t started?!?!  And I quit my other jobs and have no income coming in . . . I know I sound like a great big victim here . . . and I kind of FEEL like one . . . I need to look for another job but even if I GET another job it’s going to be a long process and I’m going to go broke in the meantime.  FUCK!!!!  This is a hell of a stressful situation!!  Nothing throws me into a tailspin like precarious finances!!!!  I want to knock someone’s block off!!

I guess I need to cut the bullshit and get looking for another job.  If this one ends up working out, fine, but in the meantime I need to look for something else.  DAMN IT this chaps my hide!!  Sorry to be such a Debbie Downer but I am feeling a bit panicked.  I haven’t been sleeping well with worrying and I just did some calculations that showed me how serious my finances are.

UPDATE:  I applied for one job, contacted two recruiters, and then hid in my bed with the covers pulled up.  I had a healthy dinner of Funyuns and Butterfingers.  I hope to be asleep by 7:00 pm.  I am pitiful.  Tomorrow I will tackle the job search anew.

10 thoughts on “Shit Is Getting Serious!

  1. I’ve had the same incredibly awful, frustrating thing happen. You are SO SMART to look for another job!!!!! Yes, they may actually come through with what THEY promised, but you just don’t know. The bullshit stunt these people are pulling is beyond unethical. If I had some extra cash, I’d send them glitter and elephant shit! (You can do both, you know – these are two actual businesses: one sends glitter & the other sends different kinds of exotic animal poo!!!!!)

    You’re not being a Debbie Downer! You always make us smile with your wit and tenacity. DO NOT let those poo heads get you down any deeper, okay????
    Just be gentle with yourself and tomorrow keep on truckin’!
    Love you! XOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOX

  2. Damn, that is well and truly fucked up and sucky. I don’t eat Funyuns, but a Butterfinger is currently my chocolate drug of choice. Hang in there and plod on. What you need will surely come your way. Hugs! 😽💜🙏🏻

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