That makes me sound like a major druggie. Well I had my big two-hour interview with four managers today, which actually was two hours and twenty minutes but who’s counting? ME! It was a fucking marathon!!! I studied yesterday and all morning today and then right before leaving for the interview, which I was very nervous about, I took half of a 0.25 Xanax. Man, did that do the trick! I was able to calm down and answer their questions with a clear mind and I didn’t have any brain freeze!!! Wow did it make a big difference!!! I sound like a Xanax salesman don’t I. Well after my nightmarish interview where I froze up several times, this was quite a change. Things were very positive, I answered questions calmly and succinctly, and overall it was a very pleasant experience. WHAT?! Yes it’s true. So THANK YOU, XANAX!! I’m not going to take it for every damn occasion, but dayum! In those extreme cases when my head is about to explode, it’s nice to know I have the option.
I am going to sleep well tonight, knowing I have done all I can to get this job, including writing thank you notes to the interviewers. It’s all in the Universe’s hands now. I feel good about things. Sleep well, friends! Peaches!