Happy Saturday, y’all! Well I finally got the news. The contract is signed and I have an official, set in stone, start date for my job of this coming Tuesday. Le Sigh . . . I guess I’m relieved because I’ve been having every flavor of financial stress, worrying about losing my humble home, envisioning myself homeless and living in my car, trying out suicide plans, super fun stuff!! It’s been, shall we say, crazy making?! But as you know, I have very mixed feelings about working a full-time job after not doing it for almost four years. I have a very great fear that I won’t be able to do it, stamina-wise, or that I won’t be able to do it, brains-wise. Ah, fear. You bitch. Here is another chance for me to feel the fear and do it anyway. Isn’t it something how life gives us these chances to rise above? I’d rather not, I’d rather stay in my cocoon of safe existence, but life has other plans for me apparently. So, three more days of relative calm, and then KA-BOOM! I’m off to work.
Hope everyone had a good week, hope your drugs are working, hope you are working if that is in your best interests, and I hope the sky is blue where you are. Let me know how you are in the comments, will ya? Peach out!