Well, I have to say that my first sojourn back into the 9-to-5 working world pretty much sucked balls! Based on all the bullshit that happened prior to the job starting, I had some idea that this was a fucked-up company, but I truly had no idea that they would literally have me sit on my ass and spin for eight hours a day. I’m sorry, that’s just not how I roll. I need to work for my money. What a complete and total clusterfuck this company was, I say!
After last week, when I honestly and truly ran out of bullshit things to do, things I made up for myself to do, I was so dreading going to work today, that I actually got depressed yesterday! That is just so totally uncalled for. So today, as I sat, and sat, and sat, I wrote a fantasy email to the boss that said something like “Look, I have nothing to do. I know my contract goes to the end of next week, but unless you give me something to do, I think today or tomorrow should be my last day.” Well, once the fantasy email was written, it was only a matter of hours until it was sent. Then the boss came back with an email trying to make it sound like he was firing me! “Uh, I spoke to Katie (account manager) and we agreed that today is your last day.” Um, duh? So, whatever. I logged my time and picked up my belongings and said hey! I have one hour. Then the boss walked over and said there was no need for me to stay until the rest of the day, to get my things and go. Yes, sir! Fuck you very much! And I was out of there like a flash!
My whole drive home was spent saying FUCK YOU to that company and that asshat of a boss. My oh my did it feel good to leave there!!!!!
Suffice to say, I am not enthused about looking for another job. But if I could just get a job where they put me to work!!! I think I would be ok. This has kind of pounded my self-esteem a bit though. Dammit, life is just not easy sometimes.
Hope your week has started off with a BANG! too, but maybe a good bang!! I guess this is ultimately a good bang!! Now it sounds like I’m talking about sex. Oh whatever. Peaches!!