Well I am happy because we are at the “official” start of summer and I have gorgeous purple toenails and I have lost thirty pounds. YES you can be on Bipolar meds and still lose weight!! It takes hard work and determination and perseverance but you can do it!! This LoseIt! app has really helped me stay on track, as well as my fake FitBit watch, which makes me so encouraged when I see how far I have walked in a day. It makes me want to walk MORE.
Yesterday I hit 10,000 steps for the first time and I was really proud. That has been my daily goal all along and I only just achieved it yesterday. 10,000 steps is about 4 1/2 miles. So YAY. My watch started buzzing while I was in Target and I saw the numbers. It’s the little things that get me excited, people! Then after buying three kinds of sunscreen (face, body, and spray for my scalp) I went and got my first pedicure of the season and MY GOD DID IT FEEL GOOD!!!!
I am trying to conserve money but dang it once in awhile you just have to splurge. This job I have only goes until the end of June but I prayyyyyy that they extend the contract. BUT I have already gotten them caught up on so much of their work, I’m worried I’m going to work myself out of a job! I’m just that good!! I don’t mean to sound stuck on myself but I am a very hard worker and super-efficient.
My mood has been steady and good, it’s easy to be grateful and happy when my weight is down and the weather is beautiful and the days are long. The only thing that threatens me is the thought of the job ending and moving out of my apartment at the end of June. I probably will have to move in with my parents and that is a depressing thought. I really hope that something comes through job-wise so that doesn’t happen. I need to get to searching even harder than I am, which is not very hard.
Today I’m going to a huge party for my oldest sister’s retirement. She is only 54 but she has retired from being a teacher. I am quite envious, as I have no retirement savings whatsoever and no hope of retiring, ever. I don’t know what in the actual fuck I’m going to do as I get older. It’s a scary thought. I have not been the most responsible person with money obviously and there’s no Bipolar Retirement Association that I know of.
Well people I hope you are all well. WELCOME to all my new followers, thank you for following me!!! Take care everybody and let me know how you are in the Comments!! Hugs and kisses, BPOF!