Happy Thanksgiving!!

Wow such an original title I know! Well I have a lot to be grateful for. Life is really good. THANK GOD my Seasonal Affective Disorder hasn’t kicked in yet – maybe we’ll just skip it this year. Ah, it’s good to have a healthy fantasy life.

My job is going well and due to being understaffed and working overtime I’ve been making piles of money. Having “enough” makes me very grateful. Feeling secure makes me very grateful.

I continue to be very grateful for my beautiful apartment – living in that shithole did me a lot of good, believe it or not. I found things to be grateful for when I was there, and now that I’m gone from there I’m grateful every day for where I’m at now.

I don’t always love my job but I know I’m in the right place for me right now. I’ve worked really hard on having a good attitude, even with things that I thought were sucky, like our opening of a Tech Hub. I still don’t love it but I work really hard to be of service and make people feel welcomed when they come for help. Last week I got a reward for my work on helping with the opening of the Tech Hub, I got a letter of commendation and five hundred bucks!! That was a real shocker and wow was I grateful for that!!

Everything is not perfect by any means, I’ve been overspending in kind of an alarming way. I can afford it, but it’s still a bad sign. I have doubled my Abilify dose in an effort to calm myself down.

I hope you all are doing well and have things to be grateful for today. I send you all my heartfelt wishes for a happy day. Love, BPOF