I have an interview today and instead of studying, I’m writing this blog post! This is indicative of how unfocused I am. Oh lawd if only there was such a thing as an IV feed of Adderall….maybe that’s what meth is for I don’t know…No I’m kidding meth is no laughing matter I had a friend who developed a meth addiction and it was really the shits for him and very hard to get off of it. I just wish I could get focused!! I did do some studying…maybe one drop…and now I’m fucking off. Oh how I miss the cigarettes. That would be another excellent way to waste time in this situation. I think I am feeling defeated before the fact because I feel unqualified for the job and I don’t know why they are interviewing me and I’m afraid it’s going to be a total shitshow where I just sit there and drool and say “Duhhhhh” to all their questions. Why oh WHY did I think it was a good idea to switch careers? Oh yeah because I fucking HATE Desktop Support!!! That only took a second. I have a Desktop Support interview on Friday. I sent out my brand spanking new resume yesterday and I got a call back within an hour for an interview. Well it’s good to have options. I need to start earning a paycheck again in the worst way!
Ok back to studying. Hope you’re having a good day. Peaches!