Well there must be a God because I got the Security job interview without the managerial reference! I sent the damn contracting company two peer references and one of my dear, dear friends who I used to work at Starz with gave me a knockout reference and they decided to let me interview!!!!!! I never heard back from my former manager.
I am so intimidated by this interview, I was praying for a hailstorm to bust the windows out of my car so I wouldn’t have to go to it!! I still fight the feeling of being a fraud even though I have this training and studied for a solid six months for the two certifications. I wanted to blow this off so bad due to fear, but I am forcing myself to rise to the occasion and TRY. I got up at 5am to start studying for the interview and I have until 11am. I downloaded one software package that I know they use and I have been doing tutorials on it for about an hour and a half. I tried to download another software package, but they won’t let me without a business email address. FUCKERS!!!!! So that is why I had the free time to write this quick post. I will just go in as prepared as I can be, and if I can’t answer a question, I’ll just say “I can learn it” – my go-to answer.
Please pray for me or send me good thoughts – I really want a job in Security needless to say and I really really want to be saved from having to take a job in Desktop Support. I also think it would be best for my mental health if I did NOT have to take a job in Desktop Support and that is the TRUTH!! Hope you all are well! Peach out! BPOF!